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Thursday
I'll admit it, I've been a bad WebRat. My journal entries have dwindled to one entry a month. And wouldn't you know it, today is AJOM's second anniversary. And I'm down to one entry per month. Jeez. When I re-read that first entry, I sounded so eager and ambitious about updating every day. Every day. What a difference two years make, huh? But there's safety in numbers -- lots of journallers aren't updating as often as they once did. I doff my hat to those hearty souls who are keeping at it. Should I quit? Naw. Oh, I've thought often of quitting this journal thing -- but then, there's always gonna be some rant burbling my bile. This is my own little podium. So, no, I'm not going to quit. Not yet, anyways. Ah, and then there's the state (status?) of my fiction writing projects. My orphans languishing on the hard drive of my 'puter. I know I've got to get my groove back. I shouldn't make excuses. There are prolific writers who've got far more on their plate than I do. Yeah, I've been busy trying to get work and finish Web design projects so that I can get paid. Yeah, I've got a deadbeat client that owes me 747 bucks and I'm trying to track him down. But, BUT -- I could STILL find an hour or two and plant my ass on my chair and friggin' WRITE. Distractions or no. All I've got are lameass excuses. Shame on me. I suck. But I won't quit. No sir -- not the journal, not the fiction writing. I've just got to stop making excuses.
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